Turning 40 has been interesting and surreal. At 40, you’re in this strange place where your mind believes you’re still in your late 20 – early 30, but your body says, “Um… nope.” But it’s not a sudden denial of fantasy. No, no, it has more of a subtle creeping approach that slowly draws your… Continue reading . Check Engine Light .
Isn’t it great that the mass media has enabled complete and total anger, angst and hate amongst the American people? They’ve successfully pinned two very opposing sides against one another, creating a lot of hate and hurt. Two sides. Angry and attacking one another. It’s a total separation, over two totally pathetic and worthless politicians.… Continue reading Give me the America that I learned about in school.
It’s been a long, long while since I’ve blogged. I’ve had quite a few flowing in and through my conscious mind, but I have lacked the drive to make them come to fruition. But this morning, I felt that a healing, cathartic blog was due. Running late today, I pulled into my coffee stand, placed… Continue reading Like a bowl full of jelly…
So… Ack!! Let’s just start with that. AAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhccckkkkkkkkk!! Shake it off, right? I have spent the last couple years focusing on healing from my domestic violence situation. It has driven me to push forward and through the emotional traps that have sprung up over the course of my healing. I have assumed this whole time… Continue reading . Obsessed .
** warning – sexually graphic content. read at your own discretion ** I had a rough session with my therapist today. The end conclusion is that I really, truly have never experienced genuine love; but yet I desire a love of a lifetime deeply. I yearn for a hearth and home. I’ve blogged about it… Continue reading . Prowess .
I had a chance to reconnect with someone from high school. Our paths crossed, but never connected. We were from different ends of the clique universe. She was a cheerleader and apart of the “in” crowd. I was from the group that got picked on by the in crowd. She, however, was never… Continue reading . I walk alone .
Depressed. Not sure the root cause. I feel it seeping in again. I am trying to remind myself daily of the things I’m thankful for. . . but having a hell of a time doing it. I go to bed around 5 A.M. I get up around 3pm. I don’t shower for days on… Continue reading . heh.