So… Ack!! Let’s just start with that. AAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhccckkkkkkkkk!! Shake it off, right? I have spent the last couple years focusing on healing from my domestic violence situation. It has driven me to push forward and through the emotional traps that have sprung up over the course of my healing. I have assumed this whole time… Continue reading . Obsessed .
I had a chance to reconnect with someone from high school. Our paths crossed, but never connected. We were from different ends of the clique universe. She was a cheerleader and apart of the “in” crowd. I was from the group that got picked on by the in crowd. She, however, was never… Continue reading . I walk alone .
Depressed. Not sure the root cause. I feel it seeping in again. I am trying to remind myself daily of the things I’m thankful for. . . but having a hell of a time doing it. I go to bed around 5 A.M. I get up around 3pm. I don’t shower for days on… Continue reading . heh.
I belong to a NW photography group on facebook. One of the contributors posted his video. It’s absolutely stunning. Take five minutes from your stressful life and enjoy this moment of beauty.
Life is way too short to waste… Make every moment count. This is so easily read, just as easily as it is to type. Digesting it, however, is like taking a spoonful of medicine without the sugar aiding it on the way down; bitter, grainy and really hard to swallow. Make every moment count.… Continue reading . Drops of Jupiter .
“Each push forward leaves the former person you were in your wake, creating room for an improved version, one that is stronger, healthier and forward-looking, one who knows that anything is possible.” A friend and I are going to start walking. It will be slow. I will be fat, slow and out of breath. But,… Continue reading . Fat Girl Walking .
I am flooded with vile images and statements about being fat; whether it’s echoes from my childhood, or from my doctor, or from my own cynical self loathing mind. Just type the word “fat” into google and see what comes up. Hell, there’s even a “all fat people must die” subcategory on reddit dedicated to… Continue reading The “nots” and what not.