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. Prowess .

** warning – sexually graphic content. read at your own discretion ** I had a rough session with my therapist today. The end conclusion is that I really, truly have never experienced genuine love; but yet I desire a love of a lifetime deeply. I yearn for a hearth and home. I’ve blogged about it… Continue reading . Prowess .

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. Drops of Jupiter .

  Life is way too short to waste… Make every moment count. This is so easily read,  just as easily as it is to type. Digesting it, however, is like taking a spoonful of medicine without the sugar aiding it on the way down; bitter, grainy and really hard to swallow.  Make every moment count.… Continue reading . Drops of Jupiter .

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A day of steady.. blows to the gut.

Shit I work out in counseling – Although it’s not really worked out it, it’s just floated to the surface. I never really realized how .. mean I am to myself until a friend said something the other day about western state. Aparently during the hike, I was beating myself up under my breath. I… Continue reading A day of steady.. blows to the gut.

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Put it in your dream journal, you freaking hippie.

Today, has been the one year anniversary of my fleeing my abusive situation. One year. One year should be enough to toughen up, pull on my big girl panties and move forward. It has not been that simple. I am sure it would have been more simple if I hadn’t side tracked myself into believing I was ready… Continue reading Put it in your dream journal, you freaking hippie.

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Bare Bones

I had a conversation with someone this morning in regards to domestic violence, getting out and finding myself again. I am literally bare bones. I am stripped down to nothing trying to rebuild, and I have no clue where to start. A few things were said that really triggered me, and I felt I needed… Continue reading Bare Bones

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2015 Approaching.

I seen this quote in an email today. It reminded me of a photo I had taken a bit ago. I married the two, and here is the result. It’s totally needed right now. It’s now a reminder on my desktop wallpaper.

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Try.. do they like you…

Wait a second, Why should you care, what they think of you When you’re all alone, by yourself Do you like you? Do you like you? The question, “Do you like you” literally crippled me incapable to continue what I was doing when this song came onto iHeart. I had never heard it before, but… Continue reading Try.. do they like you…