Depressed. Not sure the root cause. I feel it seeping in again. I am trying to remind myself daily of the things I’m thankful for. . . but having a hell of a time doing it. I go to bed around 5 A.M. I get up around 3pm. I don’t shower for days on end. I’ve talked to my counselor about it. I’m on medications. I’m just… at that phase where I don’t care.. . again.